I remember the day like it was yesterday, my boss approached me and asked if I was free a couple Wednesdays from the day, not knowing what to expect, I replied “Well, I’m pretty sure I’m working that day so I’m good for whatever you need me to do”, she then told me she would like me to join some of the team at an upcoming real estate conference. I was so excited; not only for the opportunity to do something that could benefit my future real estate career, but I also felt included.
A few days later she sent me the details of the event and
then my excitement turned into fear, dread, and finally, panic. I had never
been to a conference, and I certainly didn’t know how they worked. My fear was
that they were going to separate everyone in the room into large workgroups and
that I would be forced to face my fear of public speaking (yes, I have a fear
of speaking to even small groups); My hands start to shake, my voice gets shaky
and it sounds like I’m going to cry, I overheat, and I turn beat red.
I turned to Google to better inform myself on what to expect at a conference, I read several lists of do’s and don’ts, what to wear, how to behave, but nowhere did I find information on what was actually expected of me and if I would have to introduce myself or speak at all. I then turned to my best friend who had attended several conferences; she said she loved them and learned a lot. This gave me a moment of relief until I realized my friend is much more extroverted than I, and she doesn’t have a fear of public speaking, so the fact that she loved conferences didn’t necessarily mean she didn’t have to speak. I then swallowed my pride and told her what I expected, to which she replied with a loud belly laugh and a “No you idiot, there are designated speakers at conferences, didn’t you read the agenda?” I had read the agenda but I thought we would have to discuss together what was said after each speaker. She then explained how conferences worked and eased my mind. After all, what are friends for if not to laugh at you, call you an idiot, then finally make you feel better.
The conference started at 8:30AM but we were asked to show
up at least half an hour early to register. The conference was held at a hotel
in Niagara Falls, only about 20 minutes from my house so I gave myself 45
minutes to get there and register. I spent a good 15 minutes driving up and
down the road looking for the hotel’s parking lot only to learn it was in the
back on a different street. I was so worried I was late, it was 8:10AM when I
arrived. I registered, walked in, and gazed around the room full of circular
tables full of Realtors looking for a familiar face. Nobody in sight. I waited
by the registration table, looked over the names on the guest list and saw that
nobody from my team had arrived. What was I to do? Did I mention that I’m super
socially awkward sometimes? I then proceeded to walk into the conference room and
scoured the room for an empty table, to my dismay, there were none, so I walked
out of the room hoping someone from my team would show up and accompany me to a
semi-full table. I repeated this process about seven times until I finally
mustered up the courage to ask if there was room for a few more at a nearly
empty table. The jingle from the baby’s pull-ups commercial comes to mind when
I think of how ridiculous I was for avoiding finding a table on my own and how
relieved I was when I finally did, “I’m a big kid now”. As I sat in my big girl
chair awkwardly glancing at the entrance every 10 seconds, my team started entering the room one by one
until we filled the table. A little voice inside my head was telling me to give
them a piece of my mind for having arrived so late, leaving this awkward,
fragile little girl by herself for so long (notice the sarcasm), but I held my
pride and my tongue.
The conference itself was very informative and the speakers
were great. They gave us real estate marketing and networking tips and tricks
based off their experiences, and showed us slides with useful example documents
which prompted a room full of agents to take out their phones and snap pictures
of the screen. Then three quarter ways through we got to choose which speakers
we would like to hear more from and gathered in separate rooms to get more
in-depth information on the topics of our choosing.
By the end of the day, I
had a brain full of information and a stomach full from the large lunch they
provided, and I was so happy I attended. I can honestly say, I think everyone
can benefit from attending conferences in their respective fields, especially
real estate agents. And for those awkward people like myself, as Nike would
say, “Just do it”.
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